How could anyone could be so happy by the birth of a new life into your life, like my new granddaughter, and yet be so down, with so much pain in my chest, out of depression.  But that's how I feel today.  It's a

strange feeling to have.  But life is beautiful, we celebrate  a new life, and also, on my son's side, a friend just
 passed this morning to the other side.  We are happy with a spirit coming down to us, and yet, other young
life leaves this earth and somewhere they are celebrating their arrival in heaven.